May 2013
All I ever to is remind myself of how shitty I used to be and I hate myself for it. I lost everything because I was so selfish and I’m tired of being here with all this regret. Everything is getting bad again but I don’t have a release anymore. I don’t want to be how I used to but at least my feelings were constant.
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I don’t want to be your entire world, no. I would be happy just to be your morning coffee, your hanging car keys, your wallet. Something seemingly insignificant, but if lost throws off your entire day.
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I’m so incredibly stressed out lately that it feels like my head is going to burst open. I have these constant headaches and persisting panic attacks like there is always something missing.
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I don’t know what it is. Maybe I am just used to being lonely, but my blankets aren’t the best company to keep. I hate being like this but I’ve just been going head on toward a downward spiral for too long. I’ve let myself get so bad and his illusion of being happy is no longer holding up. I wish I had friends. Well no, I have friends but I wish there were someone I was...
All questions aside, I asked and you lied.
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throwing gangsters off of roofs to see how fly they really are
I spent all my high school years being fat. Great, I need to lose like literally 100 pounds this summer.
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I don't know what's going on
I have no idea what is going on in my life anymore. My head is in an uproar of thoughts but I don’t think that’s a good thing. I’ve just been ignoring myself lately, well I guess I have been ignoring everything. I don’t know. I’ve been living a very passive life lately. I force myself to be happy but I’m not quite sure it is working because at the same time in...
