All I ever to is remind myself of how shitty I used to be and I hate myself for it. I lost everything because I was so selfish and I’m tired of being here with all this regret. Everything is getting bad again but I don’t have a release anymore. I don’t want to be how I used to but at least my feelings were constant.
I don’t want to be your entire world, no. I would be happy just to be your morning coffee, your hanging car keys, your wallet. Something seemingly insignificant, but if lost throws off your entire day.
I’m so incredibly stressed out lately that it feels like my head is going to burst open. I have these constant headaches and persisting panic attacks like there is always something missing.
I don’t know what it is. Maybe I am just used to being lonely, but my blankets aren’t the best company to keep. I hate being like this but I’ve just been going head on toward a downward spiral for too long. I’ve let myself get so bad and his illusion of being happy is no longer holding up. I wish I had friends. Well no, I have friends but I wish there were someone I was...
All questions aside, I asked and you lied.
orange-lights: throwing gangsters off of roofs to see how fly they really are
I spent all my high school years being fat. Great, I need to lose like literally 100 pounds this summer.
I don't know what's going on
I have no idea what is going on in my life anymore. My head is in an uproar of thoughts but I don’t think that’s a good thing. I’ve just been ignoring myself lately, well I guess I have been ignoring everything. I don’t know. I’ve been living a very passive life lately. I force myself to be happy but I’m not quite sure it is working because at the same time in...